Me, me and me.

Outing eh elisa. Working eh elisa.

What's the different?
DAMN BIG DIFFERENT RIGHT ? :)
I KNOW LOL.

Just a crap, ignore it. -.-

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This is also another post to release my stress -.- Ignore if you want :)
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How's your momma doing? :)


Everyone has a momma. Every momma has different looks and attitudes. Auntie look; Young look; Old mama look; Caring look; Polite look; Wild look.......... Caring ones; Fierce; Discipline; Polite; Loving etc. etc.

My momma doing just so fine yet so fierce too.

Mummy: Likes to work a lot. For the sake of earning more money right. She needs me to work every single day if I didn't school. Must, otherwise she will say "Why do you like to act so lazy? Work for me awhile will die? Who gives you money to live now? Help a bit also cannot?" Me, for the sake of don't wanna hear those scolding words anymore, just follow her to work, and give her a hand.

BLAH BLAH BLAH.................

Mummy likes to give me a lot of work. It's like, DAMN A LOT.

Example, I am keying in the record for some cheque things, I wasn't doing it but I'm on facebook. She saw it, she scolded me "没有用的啊你，做点东西都不能快快做完它!!" Okay, then, I do my work lor, as she wants it so, I just started and had the heart to help her finish the work, she suddenly ask me, "Stop your work first. Come here and take the stock out." I dislike if while I am doing a stuff, you potong steam ask me to do other works. DAMMIT. Then, I have to stop my job and go and carry a damn 18kg stock box from the dark store.

Then, after finish carrying the stock, I saw there to take a breath,
she scolded at me again, "Can you continue your job, like, NOW?!"
Grrr, okay, just sat down and tried to continue my previous job,
then she came in again, "Finish it as fast as possible. You still got a lot of cheques to issue."
I said, "Yeah, I know that, I'm already doing it in a high speed."
"Better Yes," she said, -.-
THEN, she came in again, "FASTER FINISH IT LAH, You still need to do the #$&*#%'s things!"
"YES, I KNOW, DON'T GIVE ME SO MANY WORK IN A WHILE, I WILL HAVE STRESSES."
"Don't you ever yell at me! You suppose to done all your stuffs in few hours. You are the one who took it so long! Every time say that I forced you to do this do that, why I always scold you, it is all because your own problem, 检讨一点啦!"

I think, "Mummy, brother help you to work, work till half can go dota, for friggin' 1 hour he paused his job, you just said that, 没有用的啊你. Then nothing else dy. I didn't see you scold him like how you scolded me. Why ah?!"

I fed up dy la fark. The way parents present love to me in some time, gawd, it is so disappointing and hurt. It is so much different compare to the way they present love to my brother and sister. I know, I am the second child. So that's what I deserve?
Brother; he is the only son in our family.
Younger sister; the youngest girl in our family.
Me? ; A daughter only.

The way she talk, the way she answer me, it's getting terrible. & I realized that my sister got the same attitude as my mother also. So yeah, my mom has a bad attitude of her and my sister 遗传 by her. -.-

ARGGGG No one gonna understand my feeling one lah.

Gotta continue my fucking works.
妈的曹害，我今天真的帮你做到很够力不爽。赌烂!